got a C in one of my assignments… I haven’t gotten a C since probably the first year of high school. I feel like a failure. I suck at everything I do.
had one of the worst days so far at school… i get SO nervous and awkward when I’m in front of class or get called on. i sound so stupid, i’m never going to get anyone to talk to me like this
getting a bad grade on something is supposed to motivate you to try harder but it only makes me want to give up and not try at all anymore ever for anything
I’m numb.
I cant feel
I cant think
I cant do anything
I just sit and stare at a wall.
